Four years ago i made a huge mistake that i wish i knew how to fix. i lost my best friend, the very best friend i ever had. it was all my fault and im so stupid for doing it. ive tried to be friends with her again but she wont allow it to happen, i mean i dont blame her for not wanting to be my friend anymore, i probably really hurt her and she was nothing but the best and i was such a bitch. i wish i could go back four years even if i would have to relive them again, i just want to fix the mistake i made.